Complexity
Aug. 9th, 2005 12:52 pmLately, I've been pretty caught up in a few events in my life. Friendships are such complex things when love is involved. Add a healthy dose of Mercury Retrograde making communications funky, and things get all sorts of weird.
This has been a time of taking deep breaths and trusting and not reacting. I messed up once this time and snapped and it's been a rough patch trying to find the right footing again, but it's ok.
I am the patient one. I forget this sometimes. But this patience will pay off. It already has. That, and knowing intuitively where to extend a hand and trusting the gut on when to make the effort.
This is still my time. And slowly, very slowly, I am finally having faith in this.
This has been a time of taking deep breaths and trusting and not reacting. I messed up once this time and snapped and it's been a rough patch trying to find the right footing again, but it's ok.
I am the patient one. I forget this sometimes. But this patience will pay off. It already has. That, and knowing intuitively where to extend a hand and trusting the gut on when to make the effort.
This is still my time. And slowly, very slowly, I am finally having faith in this.